Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, March 2, 2014

The Unfortunate Young Daughter

Dedicated to a friend

The Unfortunate Young Daughter


At the end of the petunia-lined path,
Emanating out of the open glass door,
All the neighbors listened to
The hollow laughter of strangers,
But chose to think of nothing more. 

Drowned out by the clinking of glasses,
Stifled by the polished hardwood floor,
No one heard the silent sobs
Of the young daughter secretly terrified of 
Everything waiting for her in the real world.

Just as all the other neighborhood children,
She did everything that she was told;
Never notably late nor notably early,
Never too quiet, but,
Then again, never bold.

Down to the last gritty detail,
She had perfected her act.
Never one combed hair out of place,
Not one neighbor ever suspecting
Anything unusual or out of whack.

But as February turned to March and
The other children, eager to take flight,
Excitedly discussed ivy-covered classrooms
And compared newly purchased laptops,
Her false act was crumbling from its original height. 

Too selfishly consumed with visions
Of horizons at the crossroads,
It was unfortunate that everyone
Ignored the young daughter who, herself, saw nothing
Beyond the dead end of the petunia-lined path.


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Wednesday, February 19, 2014

The One-Way Window

The One-Way Window

Outside on the streets
In the pouring
Rain I stand,
Peering hopefully
Inside your second-floor window.

Inside you're dancing
To music I can't hear,
Her perfectly pointed toes
Tracing circles in your floor
Her twirling blue dress
Making soft ripples
In waves of mahogany.

Outside on the streets
Under the burnt-out
Lamppost I stand,
Gazing longingly
Inside your second-floor window.

Inside you're laughing
At something I can't hear,
Her perfectly long hair
Shading your face
Her darkly stained lips
 Whispering something more
In your ear.

Outside on the streets
Against the unrelenting
Wind I stand,
Staring desperately
Inside your third-floor window.

Inside her perfect hand
Searches for the light switch.
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Saturday, February 15, 2014

The Stage Headlights


The stereo blares,
The siren wails,
But I can't hear a thing
Past the
Thud
Thud
Thudding
Of my own heart.

The red lights blind,
What the rear-view mirror intensifies,
But I can't see a thing
Except for the
Tears
Tears
Tears blurring
In my eyes.

A hand,
Taps gently on my back,
But I can't feel a thing
Save for the
Brake pedal
Pedal
Pedal
My foot is gripping
Onto for dear life.

Round the corner,
Behind the curtains,
The open road lies,
But I can only focus on the
Oncoming truck's
Headlights
Headlights
Headlights
Keeping me from the other side.

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I hope that this poem may resonate in different ways for different readers, but I just wanted to include my intentions behind this poem because, after talking to a couple of my friends who I shared it with, I realized it may be unclear. I was thinking about stage fright when writing this poem and was drawing a parallel between the truck's blinding headlights around the street corner and the critical eyes of audience members behind the stage curtains.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Diminishing Disappointment

I never write poems but decided to write a terrible one today on the plane home from Chicago, IL. I wanted to experiment with expressing my feelings in a different form. I had an interview day with Northwestern's School of Medicine but was disappointed with how I performed as you probably could assume from the title of this post. I don't officially hear back until April 1st, but yes, it was a challenging learning experience for me.

Disappointment,

That horrid feeling,
Leaves me with worse than nothing.

Merciless Disappointment

Haunts me

Day in 
             and 
                        day out,



            Hour            
                               upon            
                                                 hour,


                                   Minute        
                                                        upon    
                                                                         consuming       
                                                                                                       m  i     n       u         t         e       

 With e m p t y hopes,



                                                       E   m   p   t   y     dreams,



   E      m      p      t      y      thoughts of what could have been,

                                         
But what can never be any more.



Instead of the shiny red wrapping paper,
                                                   
                                                                               The fancy silver ribbon,

                                                            And the large green box, 


                                   Promising so much,

But containing so little, 



I think that it would be much better if,




                                                                Under the tree, there was

Nothing at all.




Well, on a more positive note, after I finished writing this post originally titled "Disappointment" I checked my email and found out that I was accepted to UC Berkeley and invited to apply for a UCB Regents' & Chancellor's Scholarship. My disappointment has diminished greatly in light of my acceptance. Today really has been an emotional roller coaster for me. Teenage years. Gah. What can you do about them. 

I guess the point of this post is that there is an endless number of life paths out there for us all. Sometimes I know that it may not feel like it, but there really are. The world holds so many opportunities, and we shouldn't discouraged if our original plans get changed. The world holds billions of potential unwritten futures. We just have to change our mindsets to take advantage of them. I don't know what I'll be doing or where I will be next year, but it is important for me to keep an open mind about everything.

Thanks for reading,
Michelle